Its been almost a year since I've been on here, and I've just had a really tough time the past eight months.
My whole world got shattered to the point where I was beyond broken, but with amazing friends, they pulled me back and helped me get back up.
I'll be attending Zenkaikon this May along with Wizard World Philly. But that's all I have lined up, mainly because I'm trying to transfer to a different state with my current job. Its a good opportunity for me and honestly I really need this move. Am I scared? Absolutely! But most things in life are, and something has been telling me that this is the right path to take. I don't have anything or anyone holding me back anymore. But one of my good friends happens to be moving to the same location for his job as well. Fate? Possibly. I've learned that nothing in life is a coincidence. Everything happens for a reason.
I've rediscovered myself in this time, and I've been working on bettering myself in the process. I didn't like who I became, due to the toxicity of someone who I thought I trusted more than anything. I'm still trying to get past all that, its hard, and I have come a long way. I am proud of myself, and I am starting to love myself once again.
My best friend's dad told me that I'm doing well for someone my age. That hit home real hard. I have no family anymore, I'm alone. But this reassured me of a lot of things. I have to keep going, everything will work out! I see my path in front of me, and its so bright! So much weight has been lifted off of me. I feel like I can do anything I set my mind to at this point!